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[Monday
02.08.10] |
WHY CAN'T I FIND A PAIR OF
BLACK, THIGH HIGH, SUEDE, FLAT BOOTS?!
WHAT IS SO DIFFICULT ABOUT THIS? I DON'T WANT TO PAY 600.00 FOR A PAIR. I WOULD PAY ALMOST 200.00 FOR A NICE PAIR BUT THIS SEEMS LIKE AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK. OH INTERNET GODS, WHY AREN'T YOU HELPING ME?!
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[Monday
02.08.10] |
The greatest feeling in the world is reading old emails between you & your girlfriend & realizing how in love with her you still are, even after all this time.
I got my fairy tale, my prince charming. I'm the luckiest grrl in the world.
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[Saturday
02.06.10] |
I've decided that I'm no longer going to take and/or be a part of modern medicine.
I've been so reliant on it my entire life; pain medication, asprin, psychotheraputic pills to make me numb and/or sane. But I know the limits of my body. I had someone scalpel out TEN MILLIMETERS of my ear lobe without anestheia. My body healed itself without the aid of any sort of modern medicine. I didn't need a doctor or a nurse to tell me that my body needed to medicine to heal. Within 3 months, it was completely healed. No scarring, nothing. My bipolar is dibilitating. I cycle more rapidly than nearly anyone I know - 3, 4, 5 times a day. Same with my anxiety. But I cope with it & learn that holistically, I can set myself up for the rest of my life.
I feel as though modern medicine is a trap; propaganda at it's worst. If we believe we need it, then we DO need it - the opposite of the placebo effect.
I feel so strongly about this, so confident in this decision. I have many more thoughts on this, but I just want to document when I began this journal to self-healing.
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