i've got two trains of thought; drinking & revenge (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} dirty__glamour) wrote,@ 2008-09-09 20:35:00 |
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It takes more time than I've ever had,
drains the life from me,
makes me want to forget.
As young as I was,
I felt older back then;
More disciplined,
Stronger and certain.
But I was scared to death of eternity,
I was saved by grace,
But destroyed by naivety.
And I lied to myself,
and said it was for the best.
And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold.
I've disregarded what I was
now that I'm older,
and I know much more than I did back then.
But the more I learn,
The more I can't understand.
And I've become content with this life that I lead,
Where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything.
And I lie to myself,
and say it's for the best.
We're moving forward
but holding ourselves back,
and we're waiting on something that will never come.
♥
